Stonesour - Bother

Wish I was too dead to cry
a self affliction face
stones to throw at my creator
masochist to which I cater

you don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
but once i hold on
I won't let go 'till it bleeds

wish I was too dead to care
if indeed I cared at all
never had a voice to protest
so you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason
my flaws are open season
for this I gave up trying
one good time deserves my dying

you don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
but once I hold on
I won't let go till it bleeds

wish I'd died instead of lived
a zombie hides my face
shell forgotten with it's memories
diaries left with cryptic entries

and you don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
but once I hold on
I won't let go 'till it bleeds

you don't need to bother
I don't need to be, yea
I'll keep slipping farther
but once I hold on , once I hold on
I'll never live down my deciet